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The Letters That I Thought I'd Send, but Never Will

by Rodger the Rover!

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1.
New Year's 03:50
Here I am The 25th Six days until the new year comes around and hits us again I got my plans You've got yours I'll be holding you hand until we near the fork again And I want you Can't have you Come over and stay At least for the day And I want you Can't have you Come over and stay Anyways I feel dejected Guess that's expected When I'm talking about it I'm feeling uncertain about how I will spend the next few months with you Let's make corrections That's my profession I like singing about it Pick up my guitar and all those bad thoughts Wither away And it's working Least I hope so Come over and stay At least for the day 'cause you move me Or I think so... Come over and stay Anyways It's hardly even dangling when the threads are holding you together From that foggy patch in April to your birthday from the past December Yeah, believe me when I tell you if it ain't broke, don't try and fix it You just live your life with passion and don't ask for anyone's permission
2.
Trail Blazer 04:40
I've never driven here before Syracuse you're in full view Now I can explain: My life's so rearranged I saw through leaving you behind In late nights and no rest You would often suggest that I saw through leaving you behind So I did I've never seen your face before That thought makes me uncomfortable Would you like it if I held the door? Oh Ben, it's just your thought that counts Rodger's on the rove again These Pennsylvania mountains don't give a shit But he could sure use your company As he traipses aimless, Aimless and alone through another city again and again "I saw through leaving you behind With late nights and no rest You would often suggest that I saw through leaving you behind But growing up's so goddamn hard!" And I saw you on the quarterdeck With nicotine in your solar plexus I saw through leaving you behind I asked if you were feeling fine No response. You carried on.
3.
Patience 03:24
I've been Trembling in my sleep waiting on patience I've been Trembling in my sleep waiting on patience To come through, pick me up off the ground Sort the loneliness out So come through, pick me up off the ground Sort the loneliness out. I've been Waiting on you to fix our relationship While I've been Trembling in my sleep waiting for patience And it's proof, I'm stretching you out Like your bracelets on the ground So come through, pick me up off the ground Sort the loneliness out And it's alright It just needs some time I'll let you decide And it's hard To not wanna talk But by God I'll try...
4.
Foxtrot 02:50
5.
Oakfield 04:27
These nights are long These days are stark Tell me is it so wrong To admit that I miss you? "I found those cigarettes you left They made me want to call you And ask you if you quit yet. If that ain't a symbol A symbol that these nights are long These days are stark Tell me is it so wrong To admit that I miss you?" "Around the bend, and back again A strengthened pose, a change of clothes But nothing much else to distinguish from the former I see the same kid at that little league game Beating himself up for not making the play Don't worry son you can still come back and win this I'm a witness that your nights are long Your days are stark Tell me is it so wrong To admit that I miss you While you're laying in the sunroom Conjuring talks with the Lord? Things get better, I'm sure... Oh what's the point of crying? I wanna write you You know I wanna call you In Oakfield, was it bitter?" "Back in Oakfield, it was bitter."
6.
Colfax 01:37
7.
Rays 05:20
Oh mom Where does this fictiveness stem from? Was it a pond Or an ocean that Vincent just stepped on? Either way I could't be more thankful for you Times have changed But my heart always feels so brand new Thank you. Oh God! It feels so good just to bring it to the limelight: The good times That feel so far when you hold them so tight But behold its grace! I couldn't be more thankful for you You're the rays That shine through my nostalgic review Lambs Creek, twin oaks You couldn't beat it Lambs Creek, twin oaks You couldn't leave it
8.
Resolve 02:56
It's the final circle For 20 centuries Oh I've been traipsing along Some 30 phases, The murky waters Oh I can speak for Resolve... It's true, it's real That's his name! He's my roommate, He pays rent, we're doing just fine King George, New York, California, you name it: He's always by my side I remember I was scarred and it showed I had the world bit the love from my throat Wondering who I was supposed to be in an abandoned lot off Utica Street It's all behind me So fuck my worries And fuck our history Who ever needed sad songs to make it through? The war is over I'm feeling happy! But I'm nervous for the fall It's true, you know You can't expect to keep yourself in that state all the time It's true, it's hard To stand up when you got this debris clouding your mind I remember I was scarred and it showed I was lonely and too often remote, Giving too much thought to the people that weren't thinking of me But it's all behind me Oh believe me, It's fire and brimstone And murky waters And whatever shit your therapist says But it gets better... It isn't easy... But you'll be happy that you're starting again

about

Over the course of Rodger the Rover!, there's been plenty of attempts at a full length band album. Before Letters, I didn't have a lot of clarity on what I wanted the project's sound to be. Anyone that's close to me that's heard these songs before can tell you...I must've gone through hundreds of different ideas for songs, album concepts, etc. And in the end, a lot of it was lost to time, typically to the abyss of my voice memo app. This album is compiled of the eight that were lucky enough to have some progress made on them, and yet unlucky enough to be given up on.

Some are gritty, unfurnished, and even one of them is a just a little jam I came up with when I first bought my banjo in Batavia, NY. But in a sense they still convey the importance of the journey towards a finished product. I don't think Letters would've happened if these songs weren't there to keep me focused and motivate me.

For all I know, you might like some of these better than the ones that made the album. And honestly, I hope you do. It says a lot sometimes when an artist abandons their work; they might not have given it the chance it deserved, and they never would've known how it landed with some people. So I guess I'll try it out.

Dedicated to the late Bryan Lyle, one of my first fans out west.

-Brendan Dean (RtR!)

Track 1 - December 2017 (King George, VA)

Track 2 - June 2018 (Oakfield, NY), recorded June 2019 (Monterey, CA)

Track 3 - June 2018 (Oakfield, NY)

Track 4 - July 2018 (Oakfield, NY), recorded May 2019 (Monterey, CA)

Track 5 - February 2019 (Monterey, CA)

Track 6 - July 2018 (Oakfield, NY)

Track 7 - August 2019 (Monterey, CA)

Track 8 - October 2019 (Monterey, CA)

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released March 31, 2020

Track 2 drums - Kyle Corpe

All songs by Brendan James Dean. Additional mastering by LANDR.

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Rodger the Rover! Eau Claire, Wisconsin

RtR! was started by Brendan Dean in Buffalo, NY in summer of 2018.
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